I never realised how nice ppl can be...

Ever since I posted a journal about my sexuality, I have had a lot of comments, which are very moving. I can't help but thank you all as you have given me the greatest advice I would have expected to recieve. In every girls life changes are made and mine happened to be my sexuality. The problem with telling your parents is that you nenver know if they will ever forgive you and have no idea what the future will hold.

I have been single for a few months now after I found out that my 5 week relationship with my girfriend came to end because of the fact that she was 3 weeks pregnant whilst she was still with me. I just recently found out that she is now engaged to the father of her unborn baby and that she didn't even have the guts to tell me...
(A very close friend of ours told me last week) I'm totally confused but I'm used to the single life so it won't be ard for me to get back on my feet.

Ever since I was 15 I have questioned whether or not it as possible for my life to change in the way that it did.... and 3 years down the line I have come to the conclusion that I have been happy with thw changs I have made. A lot of the time I make a lot of sacrifices in order to keep my mum happy. But that stops here, from now on I will think of my happiness and if my mum wants to meet my other half then she will have to brace herself, I have decided that it is my time to shine... my mum will have to appreciate my happiness as I have never been this happy for the past 11 years... (I was a very unhappy child) I was picked on on from the age of 4 till the age of 16 but my feelings I had for some ppl kept me strong.

Secondary School was the worst 5 years of my life because thats wen the bullying became too extreme for me to cope.